Archive for February, 2007

OK! OK! I Quit!

Saturday, February 24th, 2007

Somewhere, Friday night (11.23 PM)

Lonely night-drive on the streets, Ibiza’s CD on my 12” woofers, clubs to clubs… pubs to pubs, alcoholic drink on my right hand, dancing on the different dance-floors, women’s French-kisses and hugs, Marlboro on my lip…

Yes…, I tried to runaway from Your presence, Lord.. looking for the world could offer me. When everything seems wrong and nothing’s going  right… I was going under with the sin, looking for something that I couldn’t find!

Feel the loneliness in the uproar, feel the silence in the clatter… I really was lost for a moment! Being a sinner and see the reality that has been happening in our lives… somewhere out-there.

And all the things I saw has opened up my eyes about Your pure love, about Your grace, about Your blessings that I’ve got so far.

Yes, I tried to runaway from Your presence, Lord… but I found that You always by my side everywhere I go.

And make me said, "OK! OK! I quit…!

…I quit from my stupidity, and will serve You for the rest of my life, Lord”