welcome to cosmo’s world

I’ve seen the best of times
I’ve seen the worst of times
‘Been around and I’ve taken my chances
(But) I could never be tied down
Too many questions–not enough answers

Then I laid eyes on you
I knew right there and then
This would be more than a passing encounter
My fate is bound to yours
I’ve found a cause right here

And if this is the last place God made
And yours is the last face I see
Just feeling close to you
That’s good enough for me

We’ve seen the best of times
We’ve seen the worst of times
Been through hell and high water together
Diamond bright and tear stained mem’ries
These are the times I’ll remember forever

If you believe in me–like I believe in you
Without a care for the why or the wherefore
I will be there for you
And you’ll be there for me

And If this is the last place God made
And yours is the last face I see
Just feeling close to you
It’s good enough for me

If this is the last place God made
You know it’s the only place I want to be
Just feeling close to you
That’s good enough for me

If this is the last place God made
You know it’s the only place I want to be
Just feeling close to you
It’s good enough for me

Diriku…

Apa yang kau takutkan saat kau terlahir?

Takut ‘tuk jalani hidup, ataukah

Takut ‘tuk hadapi kematian?

Diriku…

Apa yang kau takutkan dalam hidupmu?

Takut ‘tuk hadapi masa depanmu, ataukah

Takut ‘kan terjebak dalam masa kinimu?

Diriku…

Apa yang kau takutkan saat mencintai?

Takut ‘tuk kehilangan, ataukah

Takut ‘tuk menangis saat kau kehilangan?

Diriku…

Apa yang kau takutkan saat mengejar mimpi?

Takut tak dapat menggapai mimpimu ataukah

Takut ‘kan terbangun?

Diriku…

Apa yang takutkan saat kau ketakutan?

Takut ‘tuk menghadapinya, ataukah

Takut ‘tuk kehilangan keberanian?

Diriku..

Bisakah kau jawab tanyamu sendiri?

Takut tak bisa menjawabnya, ataukah

Takut ‘tuk mendengar jawabmu sendiri?

Andai…

Aku bisa menahan yang kuungkapkan dan mengungkapkan apa yang kutahan

Andai…

Aku bisa mengenang semua yang terlupakan dan melupakan semua yang kukenang

Andai…

Aku bisa menghargai yang kumiliki dan memiliki apa yang kuhargai

Andai…

Aku bisa mengambil tangismu dan memberikan tawaku ‘tuk ganti airmatamu

Andai…

Aku bisa membenci yang kucintai dan mencintai yang kubenci

Andai…

Aku bisa membuang kenangan dan memungut masa depan

Teman…

Yang kutahu, cinta dan benci hanya setipis hembusan nafas

Teman…

Andai kau bisa memikirkan apa yang kurenungkan dan merenungkan apa yang kupikirkan…

Somewhere, Friday night (11.23 PM)

Lonely night-drive on the streets, Ibiza’s CD on my 12” woofers, clubs to clubs… pubs to pubs, alcoholic drink on my right hand, dancing on the different dance-floors, women’s French-kisses and hugs, Marlboro on my lip…

Yes…, I tried to runaway from Your presence, Lord.. looking for the world could offer me. When everything seems wrong and nothing’s going  right… I was going under with the sin, looking for something that I couldn’t find!

Feel the loneliness in the uproar, feel the silence in the clatter… I really was lost for a moment! Being a sinner and see the reality that has been happening in our lives… somewhere out-there.

And all the things I saw has opened up my eyes about Your pure love, about Your grace, about Your blessings that I’ve got so far.

Yes, I tried to runaway from Your presence, Lord… but I found that You always by my side everywhere I go.

And make me said, "OK! OK! I quit…!

…I quit from my stupidity, and will serve You for the rest of my life, Lord”

I saw you yesterday as you began your daily
chores.

You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter
of fact, you didn’t even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed
last night.

Have you ever deeply think about the statement above? As I can say, He’s the most creative Graphic Designer, the greatest Doctor, the coolest Music Composer, the funkiest DJ, most brilliant Movie Director, legendary Author, the smartest Programmer, the most intellectual Engineer, the funniest Comedian, and the most talented Artist, and the most detail Accountant.

It took me hours to stand before a good design and wondering how (so much) creative Jesus has been making a cool design so far. He never run-out of ideas. Can u imagine that? Have you ever think how creative Jesus has been? He’s been giving the coolest ideas (or award-winning design?) to the Graphic Designers around the world in every second.

He’s been solving the problems to every doctor in every hospital around the world, while composing the receipts, observing a new disease, or making a hard decision in the middle of the surgery.

Now, whoever be blessed by reading this article, take your time and thanks to God for He’s been helping you so far, solving your working problems and being your helpful Boss.

(Thanks, Lord Jesus for being my Boss so far. You’re my Coolest Art Director!)